Wednesday, June 09, 2010 6/09/2010 12:59:00 AM

bye sabai :(

♥friday was ling's 21st birthday .. went to west coast , the infiniti .. its a condo at her sis's place .. ii rushed home .. den rushed down ..


after which , ii went to ratchada as usual .. den to neverland .. ii was sooo fking tired .. that bun's customer sent me back in his cool convertable bmw .. but well , it LOOKS cool .. but my hair ain't .. hahhs"




sat , went rebel .. chey .. actually its pretty much the same as mos .. ii thought wadd so special .. hahhs" den something happened .. made me really pissed .. but iim over it now .. ohhs well .. ii shouldn't bother too much ehhs ..

after rebel , ii left in a huff to sabai .. was so angry & ii was like "baobei ! i damn angry ! come , take pic !" den baobei say "huhhs? angry den take pic?" lols"
she recently also has a foul temper .. ii duno why .. recently alot of ppl are angry ii realised .. really knnbccb arhhs ..

iim trying to move on badly .. ii still linger .. ws was ryte .. ii made myself linger .. ii made myself hold on & made myself like shit .. ii have no mood to work at all .. kept slacking arnd .. falling aslp .. gosh . my supervisor is bound to kick me soon .. hahhs" but well , iim leaving in a bit .. ii need a real accounting job that is able to support myself . my mum asked me ytd "berdd arhhs .. when you want to study arhhs?" ii said ii duno .. not that soon .. why .. she said "ohhs .. ii end of this year want to quit my job .. work until not happy .. ur pay haven come arhhs ? take pay must give me money lehhs" ..

the part of giving her money was no surprise .. but the part where she's quitting her job or take it as a retirement .. is stressing me out .. iim really scare now .. so afraid ii cannot handle the toughness .. but ohhs well .. ii am quite used to it .. ii aim to give her more money so she can settle the house loan as well .. now that iim working in HDB .. ii really sensed her hardship .. so all the more ii need a better job .. ii definitely continue my studies but really not now ..

ii guess if anybody were to stress me on studying , iim gonna quit studying for life lorhhs .. walaus .. ii nd to earn some bucks .. support my expenses , my mama & my everything actually -.-

this year is a funny year for me .. lots of tao hua .. but wealth not good .. as in MY wealth no good .. its quite true ... ii wanna travel ! :(

DEADOLL.